Good times, bad times, and how the hell I'm going to deal with them.

These past few weeks have been tough. Jesse had nearly three weeks off of work, and though it was great having him home, the unemployment that he hasn't even received yet is going to be crummy. He went back to work today, thank goodness, but I fear that we're never going to get out of the financial black hole that we've unknowingly created.

Between student loans, car payments, insurance payments, gas, groceries, necessities for James, and all of the other essentials in life, Jesse and I have a whopping 27,000 dollars worth of debt right now. The number makes me want to cry. So much so, that I haven't known what to do for a long time. I wanted to finish my first two years of college, have a part time job, and spend as much time as I can with James, but now it seems that the debt is only getting deeper, and there's no climbing out of it. So I decided that for now, I'll get a full time job, at the same factory that Jesse works at, so that we might have a chance of making it out alive and intact. This isn't what I wanted, but it seems to be the only option as of late.

On another note, James is adorable. He's wonderful. And I don't think I'll ever get tired of taking pictures of him.  This one especially, is one of the greatest ones I've taken! He's SO CUTE! Let me know your input! Follow us or leave us a comment at amazingjames.blogspot.com !